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npa yeah i rsa cm hlng something sak..hem maybe,i mang da k'hlngn! something..no! someone! not someone! there are 3 person that important in my life that i felt they were already "gone" in my life..1st was abg *** 2nd was **** and last but not least *****.. hem :( God! i xsngka yg i akn hlng diorg nie..i da anggp diorg cm "abg" i..hem tp syg nya,diorg da xingt kat i da..n now i da xda "abg" da..hem so sad.... :( diorg  da i anggp cm abg i.. but hem there did'nt care about me anymore...! aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!! why should i lost them??? hem :-( why me????????

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MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY..

hem..i still miss her/him..i wonder if she/he still remember me n miss me..coz she/he has told me b4, that she/he always miss me n it's never ends.. really?? hem i hope she/he will always remember me..if she/he my truly friend.. aaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhh still miss you..miss you so! i thinking of you everyday..everytime.. :( hem where have you been?? don't you miss me?? :(  you always in my heart..wherever you go..

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lma nya xupdate blog..hem mklmla bz ckt..ehehehe so nk story psl interview i..em so far ok la..tp i xhrp sgt dpt msuk mktb..twkl jak la..kt ada usaha so now twkl jak la.. :) kalo dpt alhamdulillah..kalo xdpt skurang2 nya b'syukur coz dpt gak pluang 2k interview..so now, i tgh tgg upsi lak! kalo dpt ok la 2... :) but i hope at least i dpt smbng stdy la..kalo ikt kn hti,xmow msuk form 6..ehehehehe ntah la npa..huhuhu by the way,i miss someone..miss her/him so much! but i don't know if she/he still remember me n miss me 2.. hem where have she/he go?? i don't think that she/he still care about me?? arrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh geram btl la! i wanna share my happiness but she/he not here with me.. :( so sad.......... hem                     

<thinking of you n miss you so  :( >

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JLN2 G BNDR..

ok today i g bndr ngan kwn2 i..hem gla kn smpt g g bndr interview lusa..huhu xp2t...ahaks em hrp2 i dpt la mktb 2..aminn hem tkt nya nk g interview.... relax! hopefully everything is gonna be fine..aminn 2 all my friends,doa kn i ok? :)

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INTERESTING..

ok i nk cte psl something..hey know what,i mkin lma mkin s'mngt nk ambl tesl...ehehehehe td i tny kwn i pny akak...she said that studied tesl was interesting....wow! mkin la i mnat! ehehehehe ber la interview nya nnt speaking english,yg pntng i mow gak ambl tesl 2...ya ALLAH! s'moga i dpt la msuk mktb n ambl tesl...aminnn : )
i btl2 nk ambl course 2! mdh2an la dpt..aminnnnnnnnnnn : D

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EIE!! SKT HTI BHA!!

hem..know what,i rsa kn "dia" tpu i g! "dia" ckp "dia" xtpu..ish! geram nya i! i thought "dia" my friend.. :( smp hti...bnci arR cm nie! ish! skt hti btl la...! nyampah bha.. bkin bCt bha! tgk la,x i lyn dan 2 manuca! ish! eieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! geram! geram! geram! wat skt hti sak c2! "dia" ingt "dia" spa wo0 mow wat i cm nie?! ish! p'nipu!! arrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhh! xgna gak i luah kn bnda nie..! but just wait n see..i akn confront dia g!! kalo i dpt tau "dia" tpu i..hbs "dia" i kna kn! ish! i xksah la kalo "dia" trus trang,i bleh trma g..tp kalo "dia" trus skt kn hti i nie,trus tpu i,i xbleh b'tolak ansur da! pantang btl la i d tpu nie especially kwn i yg i da anggp cm fmily i sndri..! mang smp la hti nya... :( :( :(

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OMG!

ok today i g skewl..huhu n i g confront "dia"..huhu i just xsngka yg mow gak "dia" jmp i..i sngka "dia" xpdli kn i g..hem..i tny "dia"  psl bnda yg "dia" tpu i 2..dia ckp,xda pape n "dia" xtpu pn..really?? hem..xtau la i! kliru da i..hem hrp2 dia xtpu la..huhu coz i xska org tpu i! i hate liar! heh! one more thing,know what td kn i bka fb i,yg i xsngka 2 ada someone yg i knl add i! ow my god! lma nya sdh kmi xjmp 2..t'tibha dia dpt fb i! omg! hehe happy nya i! hem xsngka lak dia still g ingt i! hem eie best nya! hahaha

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HELP! :-(

npa yaeh ngan i nie?? npa?! i still g t'ingt about that thing..hem npa xbleh jak i lpa kn bnda 2?? i s'p2tnya lpa kn jak! i really miss "dia" but i can't 4get about what he have done 2 me..! i am hurt.. :( i don't know if i can face "dia" anymore..npa yeah "dia" snggp wat i gnie?? i kwn dia!! smp hti nya...  :( so sad...i xtau la kalo i t'jmp ngan "dia" nnt i bleh mesra g cm dlu @ x!

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STILL THINKING OF THAT THING.. :(

npa yeah i still think about it? hem...mcm2 feeling i rsa..geram,skt hti,bnci,happy! ahhhhh xtau la! ish! xska bha bla jd gnie..hem..... blek2 fkr psl bnda 2...npa yeah i xbleh lpa kn jak bnda 2? ssh sgt gak bha! eiee!! hem..better i confront ngan org 2..tny hal yg sbnrnya..hem tp,nnt dia ttp gak nafi kn cm ne??? ish! what a negative thinking! GOD help me! please...   :(

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